Lugubrious. How's that for a big motherfuckin' word?

When you are least aware of the darkness creeping in the other shoe falls, crashing into your jaw to elicit pain and crimson. A beautiful little girl is having to deal with something that she never should have had to. And she cries and I cry and goddammit, but the herald is not supposed to leave the person she heralded.

Big salty tears are what I taste...

I'm at the age where I realize that the liquor store won't bring you back
I'm at the age where I realize, nothing actually

Her boy, my boy, feels a sense of helplessness and I can empathize. This is the type of feeling that usually creates a hole in the wall and a bloody fist. About all I can do at the moment is let the wall remain intact.